LAME MAN STUCK IN PURGATORY

There is more to me
than we
I was meant to be free
you give me slow love
yet hold me back
maybe it is in my nature
to sidetrack?

 

Is what we have
worth sacrificing free will
think about it
did we stop consider the alternative?

 

I ponder
realize ancestors gone through slavery
without depression
but I suffer deeply
from the lack of affection

 

If you were my sex
we probably wouldn’t be friends
I searched for errors
found none
took it for affection

 

hormone driven love
is love
just not lasting
after two years of hormones
we have been love-fasting

 

looking back
I would prefer not wake up another life
as you’ve diluted yet another life
the instant we brake up
I will make a poster
your face in profile
not because you have gone missing
but because
the lamest man on earth just gone hunting

 

What you do
is not punishable
by law illegal

 

If I were God
that’s another story
I’ll let you linger for a bit
just enough to learn

 

your sad ass stuck in purgatory